Torture

Night, October 23th ... 

I was in a small house lakeside. 

Shortness of my breath I was coughing blood. 

Heavy rain, the sound of a wolf howl. 

A small fire that lit up when I was in pain. 

Rumble of lightning broke the noisy rush rain. 

My Chest is like going to broke.

Midnight, October 23th ... 

My eyes spurted bleeding, then heart uproar. 

I can not even scream.

I lay sobbing. 

All my veins are like going throughout 

I'm confused, I alone 

Will be what I was after this illness ends

Dawn, October 24 ... 

my body was stiff with cold. 

I was really dying.

Something had killed and taken over my body .

Something like a living presence, a very horrible.

All night I continue mad at God 

Kill me and rest me in the best place quietest

Morning, October 24...

I see my body lying shattered 

Am i dead? 

seems correct. 

once again I cry and no tears 

At least I want to finish what I started in the world 

Sorry friends, I'm go. 

Continue your happiness. 

Don't ever stop learning. 

You're the best people I have ever known. 

Thanks for the opportunity to live with you. 

Goodbye sky, wind, and twilight. :)

6 May