Every Day

dear Agony ...
My blood have turned on you.

On your destiny.

Why the most sublime created you so much.?

Almost no gap in the perfect of you.

Probably not enough time to tell your each details.

And almost not there…

Dear agony...

Didn't you know, you were so like your name?

Every second of it always chills the blood of your smile.

Your body language is always stoppin' breathe for a moment.

But like no, you always don't let me hugged, even closer.

You always make me a unannihilated presence of limit… 

Dear agony ...

You would not know.

Because of you I often mad at God.

Not with you is the injustice i often blasphemy at God.

Is there any other life?

Now or in the hell though .

Your smile, greet, anger, tears, and strength always on my mind.

And soon every time…

I want to die