Envy

 

I'm envy ...

When I saw them

Smile full of energy on stage

Free working and hanging out with people who loved

Live and express in very proudly environs

Get what they want from the hard-earned happiness

Why didn't you create me as them God?

Why?

I'm envy ...

When I saw them

Take the actions in front of the camera with the soul of art in his heart

Transfer their love to the sound and images

Walk on red carpet full of relief in the deep heart

Realizing the hopes of the past that hardly accomplished

Why didn't you make me like them God?

Why?

I'm envy ...

When I saw them

Sitting and walking in a luxury

In the family who wallow of material and satisfaction

When looked at him I feel life is really hard

Even love they can buy and make it simple

Why didn't i born as them God?

Why?

I'm envy ...

Seeing those who can get a life

From a little of what they can show

Laugh and shape the world and his own time

Many people who obviously unclear expect that

I often sick but I want at least to be like them too

Why do not you fill me with that God?

Why?

I envy and even feel this life is meaningless ...

Seeing the one i love more than everyhting destined for someone else

Tears of blood it's not enough to pay this sadness

Every second of breath I dedicate to always remember her smile

But afterwards only a bland smile that painted

I really don't know what suppose to do

Why did you turn me on while I find it's very hard God?

Why?

The day I was getting tired

The harder I cried for condition

I don't know what to live

I always try to make my own world as it for a while

though it's like slicing the heart and veins

God ...

Hear my screams.

This very lowly creature is questioning what the meaning of justice, 

What's the Meaning of life and dreams,

And what is the meaning of bliss.

11 May